Monday, September 06, 2004

Something clicked inside me today...

I felt something click inside me today....like I was stumbling around in chaos, trying to straighten things up, and all the while I'm falling apart myself, but somehow today...I felt something click inside me and I'm awashed with peace. I'm going to be fine after all. I'll get my life under control again and move on. Maybe I can even draw again.

I'm blaming all this insanity in my life right now to lack of sleep. Never underestimate how lacking in sleep can totally change a person. I was near suicidal at a point when I couldn't figure out how to get to some treasure chests in Kingdom Hearts. That bad, yes.

I had the weirdest dream yesterday. In the dream, someone vandalised a shophouse near my place with the words "ROMB Rocks!"..... I was like, what the hell?!?! And then my cousin brother was in it and I was engaged in some Counterstrike-like situation with him. I was shooting the hell outta some lasergun wielding fella. Forgot if he's in my team or not.

Funny how quickly our brain forgets dreams. I wonder how many I forgot. There's always this damning feeling of deja vu sometimes and it frustrates the crap outta me. If someone told me the secret of the universe in a dream, I'll be reliably forget it. Trust me to do that.

Asked Shin to get a blog too so we can form a blogring or something if this thing kicks off. She goes through more work stress than me. Hey, blogging is therapeutic!

Back to work.


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