Friday nights suck, you know that..?

Everybody's like, TGIF TGIF today. I don't know what to do with my Friday evening. I have this happy fluttery feeling it's Friday but there's actually nothing much for me to look forward to after work. Shucks.

Don't feel like going to church for prayer vigil tonight as I'm pretty worn out...maybe I could do gym and work the time away. At least I get to watch the next episode of that Chinese soap that I happened to run through (on a treadmill) yesterday.

So what do I do after gym...
I wish my monitor's not dead. I wish my TVB account's not frozen. I wish I'm not such a lazybum and have more drive to workout. I wish I'm in Ipoh where mom will cook for everyone in the house. Urh....I wish the boyfriend's around, so at least we can have dinner together. =_=

I'm hesitant to fireup the PS2. Numbing yourself is never the solution.

Have you ever...

Stolen from Des, who stole it from Beast, who stole it from Shayne XD XD XD I took this test and I realised I'm missing out much.

Have you ever.....

(X) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex.
( ) crashed a friend's car (just my own...)

(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

(X) snuck out of parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(X) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die

( ) had/have a crush on one of your Livejournal friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

(X) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(X) met someone BECAUSE of livejournal.
(X) been moshing at a concert

(X) been in an abusive relationship
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel (doesn't snow in Malaysia)

( ) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite (at least i tried to, but it refuse to go airborne)
(X) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up

(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) used a fake ID
(X) watched the sun set
(X) felt an earthquake
(X) touched a snake

(X) been tickled.
(X) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(X) been misunderstood
(X) pet a reindeer/goat

(X) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention.
(X) been in a car accident


( ) had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

(X) hated the way you look
(X) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(X) questioned your heart
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes

(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying

(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(X) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins

(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't..
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain... (would love to, though...)

( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
( ) gone rollerskating/blading
(X) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

(X) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(X) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
(X) told a complete stranger you loved them

(X) sang in the shower
(X) have a little black dress
(X) fucked in a park...
(X) hooked up in a bathroom
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something

( ) got your toungue stuck to a pole
(X) kissed a fish
(X) worn the opposite sexes clothes (school play)
( ) been a cheerleader
( ) sat on a roof top

( ) had sex at a church
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 4 hours
(X) stayed up all night

( ) didnt take a shower for a week.
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(X) are scared to watch scary movies alone

( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes.....
(X) worn a really ugly outfit to school...
( ) gone streaking....
( ) played ding-dong-ditch

( ) played chicken fight
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused

( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed

(X) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test
(X) forgotten someone's name

(X) slept naked
(X) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house

Pond of Shit

I like how he mentioned "Pond of Shit". That matches the Sewer theme in this blog. Yeah, both of us walking and squishing and wading our way through shit, though not together, and that's the sad part of it. I don't know, it ceases to hurt that much now that I think of it.

But I still do care what happens, in a distant off-handed sort of way. If he goes out there and two-times me, I'd still cry and walk around with swollen eyes. But nowadays the relationship feels non-existent and superficial. I know he finds comfort in the distraction over in Brunei, and I find some in the nuts I call my colleagues.....so yeah. Just wondering how the relationship will change in the near distant future.

I'm being optimistic. When you smile and laugh, everything looks definitely better. I refuse to be haunted by a spectre of impending doom. New day, new manna.

Right now, I just want the give that guy with the painful muscles a nice backrub. Poor sod thinks he's getting old. Silly. :)

New friends, old friends...

Caught up with Haz today. He's starting to call me the "I-wanna-pak-tor" girl....just because I bumped into him the other day in One Utama with my bf and I said just that to him. Hold grudges ler that guy. But it's been so long, too long since I've had any form of contact with that particular nut. He didin't change much, 'cept for the extra kilos he put on. Really can eat lah he. He and James and KenMing. Those three were the Terrible Trio. Terribler than the Evil Basis Trio in my office. Much much terribler... memories of their antics wanna make me break out in hives... in a good way, that is.

This is Haz's blog btw. The first pic you see there will make you wanna rinse your eyes with Clorox (TM)

Monitor blew a fuse. Not much I can do at home nowadays. Don't feel like PS2 because my eyesight is getting really weak. Watery and red. When i rub them my eyelashes fall off. My beautiful eyelashes.... T_T

Anyway I miss the bf. He doesn't talk with me much nowadays. Think he's too busy to even poo. Poor guy...